Do I think alot, OR Do I Think alot?

This brain is so stupid, I wish it could be useful in places where I really want it to be, you know things like Global Warming and World Hunger and Poverty.. and so on, not on stupid teenager things!! yes, people do end up blaming these so called hormones for such a turmoil, but I dont think so, its just that, we're stupid. 

We blow problems out of proportion.. Its actually a mountain out of a molehill, I mean seriously WE ARE JUST 15, how many problems could we possibly have? 1, 2, 3..? I guess yeah! But these stupid make us believe as if our whole life was a problem! No I aint a saint, but I know what im sayingg. But the problem is seen, that when would we actually start to follow the advice we give out freely?!? We all know answers to problems, but how many of us actually solve it ourselves.

We need to stop thinking. Sigh.

Oh dayumm

The delegate of Austria would like to state... 

Oh crap! Dammit. In the beginning this might've been annoying, but towards the end, it became kind of fun.

My first ever MUN!

being a part of disec, and being completely dumb about the issue, I was hardly speaking.

But the experience of so much brainstorming, and so much active thought in such an attractive manner could hardly be experienced anywhere else!

The best part was coming to dehradun! the doon school indeed, a place where we have only heard legends of and indeed, those legends were proven to be true..

Though i sucked in committee sessions, I know now what to do and how I propose to do it! I love the idea of it!

every kid should go around and do more things like this as they make you know more about the walls of your school and town and make u understand things better!!

I wish it didnt end. :( 

Here is one riddle off the blogger's mind. 

YES SHE WILL WANT TO PARTICIPATE IN MORE MUNs!

What a nutcase :O

I have fellow mates, who write blogs, even i have another one, but the only problem is, Ive got 2 sides to me, and explaining them both on one blog, is a very big havoc, mishap, and a  riddle again. because both contradict each other so much, I feel schizophrenic. Though don't worry, I am not. I pretty much know what I am doing & when, and i take pride in the maturity in me. At the same time i wish i was stupid, so that i could enjoy the world better. Criticise less. State out my opinion less. Be less of a control freak. Scream less. Strive less for perfection. or be less emotional about things. 

Alright, who am i kidding? is that ever even going to happen? sounds like a dream. A bad dream definately. Or maybe a good one. 

I take pride in my honesty, but I know that its got its own price. and its a hard one to pay. I have ended up alienating my friends, pushing away my best friend in the whole world, who i no longer talk to, creating a communication gap in my family. and overall just being a sucked up case. 

people say i have changed. bleh. i still feel the same.. hmm.. then i wonder what changed. 

Took me a while to figure out and dont be really excited, i still havent figured it out. I suck at all this.

People say i play mind games. but for the truth, i just speak up what i want and feel the most. People hate me for it, I have turned alot of people against me. But if I ended up doing it, i would be called neurotic, a sadist, and what all big words, that i had to look up in the dictionary. Belch, time waste. 

So i decided, that those of my friends, who actually care and gave a fuck, would actually come up. and those who didnt would let me get alienated like i never existed. and i guess the latter is what is happening at the moment.. if the lords have their mercy, a serendipity  might occur. But its like even luck turned against me, with 2012 the world may not be doomed, but i surely am.. People things. everything has decided to go against me.

And i dont care if nobody reads this, i am letting out my heart, and its better than being hated for who i am . 

Amen. 

Jokes. Peace out brothers.